theclassvillain:

I don’t want you to ever be done with me.

May 23, 2013 - Attached vs. Dependent.

My boyfriend went to SoCal for three days and let me just say… IT. SUCKS. He left last night and I already miss him so much. :’( It was definitely weird not going straight to his house after school like I normally do. It was weird not being able to see him at all today. It’ll be weird not seeing him until Sunday, hopefully. It’ll be weird not being able to FaceTime him when we sleep like we usually do. 

Like I said, I already miss him so much. I miss laying in bed, watching whatever I choose to watch. I miss being able to cuddle and take a nap. I’m about to miss this for the next three two [more] days. I miss not being able to eat out with him or laughing and joking around.

Lmao, I swear. When I talk about it, I make it seem like he’s going to be gone for the longest time when he’s really about to come back Saturday night, around midnight. :x

But what can I say? He’s got me attached. :( Different from dependent, though… right? Because even though he’s out having fun in SoCal, I’m having fun with my friends. Soo… I don’t need to depend on him for my happiness. I just miss him more than everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

That DOES make sense, right? Attachment vs. dependent. 

May 23, 2013 - Enjoy life while you’re young.

Most people who are much older than me always tell me to “enjoy life while I’m still young. Party and whatnot now while you can, etc. etc.” but is “that life” all there is to having fun? Do I HAVE to always party to enjoy life? 

I’ve been thinking about it lately and as much as I would want to go back to partying… it’s just not my thing anymore. It’s not that I don’t like it but I don’t know what it is; the atmosphere, maybe? Considering that all people really do at the parties that I’m invited to are drink and smoke.

I don’t know, maybe I’m trying to grow up too fast…? I mean, I’m only 19. Haha. Or maybe I’m just maturing and realizing that partying isn’t everything. I feel like I’ve got other priorities rather than wasting my nights getting drunk or high. Who needs alcohol or cigarettes or hookahs or weed to enjoy life, right? I’m enjoying my [sober] life just as it is right now.

And I’m not saying that people who continue to do this are immature or have no priorities. We’re all different and I’ve just got a different mindset from others.

crumzinmahlap:

did it hurt? when u fell from someones butt into the toilet water u piece of shit